Year 8

When i was 8 i already had become a leader in my school someone to follow... I had the highest grades in school or should i say among. I had 3 awards already stored up in my first 3 months. At home my parents would give me a smile and then would just turn away back to watching Television. Hands are red with my blame, phones screaming my name... mY brother was 15 and my sis was a year younger than me. it was Monday 8 of october.. my birthday. As soon as i woke up my sister Michelle gave me this 5 minute hug and she told me she loved me :) I was among 5 people that i was the only one that loved her and took care of her. mY parents gave me 5 bucks to spend during lunch and i ended up saving them. Then the rest of the handshakes came in and congrats.. watever.. my brother went with his girlfriend and after he had promised to take michelle and me to the zoo. mY other brothers went to work, so i went to school with my sis. Pretty much she cheered up my whole day, shes all that i needed for my birthday. she told me jokes, tickled me, smiled, hugged me, screamed at peoples faces " Its his birthday!!" with 20 bucks i took her eating afterschool. we came back from eating and there was no one home. My dog Oso also knew it was my birthday because he seemed to lick me alot and jump at me... The day finally ended with a nail being struck to my heart. at night since my mom wasnt home laid my sister beside me in the bed.. she still had nightmares. then we hear the arrival of Dad. He was drunk as always and came in screaming " wheres my birthday boy?!" I got off bed and grabbed my sister " Mimi, i need you to go under the bed for a few minutes.. were gonna play a game right now ok? I need u to be my strong little sis :) i love you ill be back... she said "Ok AbaAba" so i came out " there he is! come on son ima give you my best gift as a father to his grown son." i said.. "a beer" thanks dad i like it now ima go to sleep yea?" he screamed loudly, "No youre not! youre gonna stay here and be happy with ur father, i remember the cruelty of throwing the beer away after putting it into my lips.. i remember he started screaming like an animal wanting to eat so desperately.. locked him in the bathroom for the night.. he pounded on the door almost braking it... I went for Michelle.. "AbaAba why is dad screaming?" i said " daddy seems to be a little mad at himself right now Mimi, i promise u listen to me Mimi listen closely." i whispered " ill never let u off my sight and ill always take care of u i swear to my heart ill die first than u., now lets go to sleep.." we never did.. we were putting up with fathers screams, constantly i was hugging Michelle, she was in my arms so scared i was crying i couldnt let go of her, i had an angel in my arms, what should i do? God help me....