Year 7 The day that never comes?

I was 7, what can i say? I acted like an adult at this age already... My parnts would always ask me " why arent you a normal kid?" so i started figuring out little by little and i started changing into an adult. My parents now were starting to like me :) so i wanted to please them like i never did before. I felt so proud one day my dad said " good job son" I only remember his work shoes. so i was stupid enough to go to school and show off to everyone my dad had said that for cleaning his shoes. they answered " ok?" "my dad always says that to me, get away youre weird" I remember elementary school like yesterday i was only with my sister my whole school years there. I never noticed or knew the difference of being popular or lonely ora nerd so i didnt care. At this age i felt like thrash basically " since im sad all day why not stuff my ears with some music?" with my allowance money I bought my first guitar and it came in with a pick! I dint know what to play at first but then i realized soon... I started looking for bands no one liked, Rage Against the Machine! Nirvana wich was so influential on me later in my life.. Muse great guitarist skills. Then it began METALLICA!!! I always like the way JAMES HETFIELD dressed like all in balck and pure rock anger. When i was 7 i learned part by parts the song "One" i didnt have long fingers then so yea. My dad had a stroke back then, all because he smoked and i had warned him little by little but he didnt listen. happiness close but it never came in.,.........