year 16

Overall this is my recent life year, i am currently 16. Im in my high school junior year, i hate the fact that there is alot of homework.. i am very stressed,, am i sad?.. yes i am there has been too many problems.. my dad finally walked out on us.. i guess i pretty much live alone now because my mom really is never home and i hate that fact but then i dont because i get to prepare myself to go to university or college. i wont say much. my birthday i really thought there was nothing and there wasnt. Kurt and Michelle werent here anymore. i thought to myself, that hhere was no pint to life anymore so why be alive.? I miss Michelle, i wish i could have seen her grow, and my brother Kurt see how much i have accomplished? nothing... i found a reason to be alive, this person knows who he/she is but i wont say any names... I love you with all my heart i want u to know that. For "her" i will change :)