year 4

I remember sitting down on a small rooftop always thinking whats beyond mountains, whats beyond those rocky areas that dont let me see. But i also recall the love for nature i had. Days and days after eating i would relax and climb my rooftop with Michelle. We would lie down and stare at the clouds trying to figure out shapes for all of them. She used to see cows and one monkey. I always used to see the abstract i saw once a dinosaur with a shark head i dont know why but it was weird.Then i would sit up and stare at the dogs runningover in the 2dn street, i used to imagine " so much freedom, they can run happily while we as humans are not free to do anything our way." This memory shall not leave this page: It was december24 christmas eve!!! Mimi and I were looking forward to this day! It was raining! perfect! but then Mimi had to go shopping with momma and i stayed with pops. I stayed home i went up to my roof with my blue batman sweater, and i received the rain every drop feeling so fresh and good. This christmas eve was the saddest one, Mimi and my mom didnt return as expected from their shopping, they went to their aunts house and i was excited to give Michelle my best hug ever and a present ! :( My dad got drunk that night cause it was "party" and i made cookies well at least i think i did. I gave one to pops and he smiled at me. " ur a great son, have a beer" and then seconds later he threw up. That day i let the rain become a sort of makeup, where i could hide my tears. i slept wrong that night......