"Note to Abrahan"

R.I.P, here lies all my hopes and dreams,, Abrahan well you knew i had bad spelling i wasnt even in school,, I would like to tell you alot im thinking right now while im at the bathroom writting this. But i can only tell u, u get me? only u!! I have become tired of my life, i feel as though i was just a dirty spot in this world, i dont think god would care if i lived or died, anyways, little bro, be strong! mom and dad may not be who you want them to be, i know wat you have been through, all those birthdays and chirstmas moments, but hey, f*ck them! you dont need them to be happy, all u need is a guitar and a girl( good luck on the girl part haha) My locker combination is 12, 32, 23 for my locker, in there you will find my Jaguar 1966 electric guitar, im giving it to you little bro.. play it for me, but if you let anyone touch it or break the strings on it, ima go down and fuck em up im serious! make music, make ur sadness into a passionate song, make ur cryings another guitar chord and let it ring into peoples ears until their ears bleed and they cry for mercy for their pittyless and unforgetful sins,, they dont deserrve to live a happy life, im giving u this note so u dont do the same fucking mistakes ok? i want u to live, i know i left the gun lying there by the time u read this but dont get any ideas, throw that shit away and forget it,,, well remember that chick in McDonalds? i think she liked me jaja well bro, make mexicans proud of having you as a guitar player, I love you brother, my little Abrahan Hetfield! rock hard and live freely of sin,, Dude im hearing Avenged sevenfold right now, i like the videos, well bye now :) take good care of your wife and kids :).......................... I closed the note and i thought i woulndt get married i think.. my mind faded away.....