sigh...........

Well just another day i guess.. nothing special.. my knees are hurting like.. yeah.. HELL!!... well i got my surgery done :) but sometimes it hurts. Im surprised the varsity coach came up to me and invited me to play soccer for the school. excitting.. i cant spell today. i guess i really impressed him after i kicked the ball so hard and scored on my friend. we laughed so hard, he said "Dude your gonna be famous!!" im like "Umm yeah sure, i dont give for fame" i just wanna play what i like to play. soccer aint that much of a dream anymore. over the past months i have somehow achieved better guitar skill, i can play songs now without any mistake and while touching peoples hearts. exciting. I saw James Hetfield last October as a birthday gift from me,, to me.. haha.. lame.. but it was another good day.. i got inspired to get on my feet i guess. I wish i could tell james i wanna replaace his metallica with my own band haha. but i bet he'd kick me out!! i still keep up the spirit, i wear black :) i try playing like petrucci too. i have The Count of Tuscany nailed down in my hand :) took me long to learn it all though lol. i feel happy sometimes when i play guitar, mostly comes out a mellow guitar playing. i try closing my eyes when i play. ugh i looked in the mirror today!! i was like oh my god.. shave!!! other than that im in perfect shape for a soccer day :) and i wanna say something grinning, hope you read, I dont have a girlfriend, dont plan to, unless its that one person whom i have not moved on from and never will, cuz i swore to that person id love her. i dont care if our love cannot be visible to people, its not wrong. she told me not to reply so ill just