New year of school

Today we have started another year of school.. i was sore to walk to school. for some reason my legs are failing me.. my knees are cracking alot.. nobody cares anyways why am I writting this? anyways.. i got to see old friends back.. the only thing i could rmemeber was all of them not paying any attention to me.. they all forgot about me because i had gone to camp.. my friend Hayley i think things wont be the same as friends anymore.. problably the only person off the hook is Bethany :) she gave me a big warm welcome back hug.. and a piece of cake for making it out of camp.. then she left with her sister to hang out.. and i just stood up in front of my locker.. i was listening to my music.. i cnt believe everything is failing me again.. music is tiring now.. all because of a problem.. i never knew it would come to me saying this.. I would give my life just to see her one last time.. English. French. Guitar. Physics. Finite math. Us. Government